Maamante Koode
Njaan, 40 vayassulla oru sthree, rantu makkalude amma, 18 vayassulla iit vidyaarthhiyaaya makanum 16 vayassulla plasu 2 vidyaarthhiyaaya makalum, oru malttinaashanal kampani eksikkyootteevinte bhaarya, pinne thalasthhaananagariyile prasasthamaaya oru kolejile proffessarum.
Annu, njaanoru school vidyaarthhini; amma oru public school adhyaapika, achhan sarkkaarile oru gasatetu officer. Prasasthamaaya oru schoolil pathikkunna mitukkiyaaya, ammayudeyum achhanteyum abhimaanabhaajanamaaya oreyoru kutti. Annu ente roopam enganeyaayirunnuvennu ippozhenikku yaathoru ormayumilla. Ente valarnnuvarunna mulakalekkuricho seksinekkuricho onnum enikkariyillaayirunnu. Atharam uyarnna oru schoolile vidyaarthhinikal ithupolulla kaaryangal orikkalum charcha cheyyaarillaayirunnu.
Athavarude anthassinu chernnathallallo ! Njangal veettil oru avivaahithanaaya velakkaaranoppamaanu thaamasichirunnathu. Oru velakkaranaayittalla njangal addehathe karuthiyirunnathu. Njaan maamanennuvilikkunna, orupaatu snehavum karuthalumulla, ee veetine svanthamaayi kaanunna oraalaayirunnu addeham.
Oru divasam schoolil ninnu vannasesham purathe kulimuriyil oru kochu thorthuduthu, arddhanagnayaayi, chinthaarahithayaayi, vaathil kutiyitaathe kulikkukayaayirunnu njaan. Amma varaan iniyum rantu manikkoorengkilum kazhiyum, achhan athum kazhinju eppozhengkilumaayirikkum. Samrddhamaaya patha aasvadichukontu njaanente melil sopputhekkukayaanu.
Mrduvaayi, kutiyitaatha kulimuriyude vaathil thurakkappettu. Maaman avite nilkkunnu. Enikku addehathinte koottu valare ishtamaanu. Ithil asaadhaaranamaayi onnum enikku thonniyilla. Addeham enne vaathsallyathode nokki ninnu. Kure samayathinusesham addeham chodichu, “Inganeyaano nee sopputhekkunnathu ? Nee ninte kaiyum vayarum maathramalle thechulloo ? Athu mathiyo?”. Njaan pathivaayi inganeyaanu cheyyaarullathu. Athukontuthanne njaan paranju, “Mathiyallo !”. Addeham paranju, “Alla, sareerathile oro bhaagavum sopputhechu vrthiyaakkanam. Engkile ninte sareeram suchiyaavoo”.
Pinne, valathukaal. Addehathinte viralukal ente thudayitukkilum poorinte chundukalkkitayilungudathilum orupaatuvattam sopputhechu. Ippolaadyamaayi njaan addehathintenere nokki. Ativasthrangalillaathe maduthukettiyirunna mundinitayiloode, atathu chuvannuthilangunna thalayode, vettivirachunilkkunna addehathinte avayavam enikku kaanaamaayirunnu. Addehathinte kai ente poorinte chundukal vitarthi; choontuviral mrduvaayi ente kanthilurasi. Jeevithathilaadyamaayi ente ee avayavam njaan kantethukayaayirunnu. Aahlaadam kontu njaan virakkukayaayirunnu. Ente baahyasareerathile oro sellum addeham thottu.
Alpasamayathinusesham aa avayavathinte katuppam kuranjuvannu. Addehathinte kaikal nischalamaayi; ente thudakkitayile addehathinte avayavam mrduvaaya oru maam sakkashanamaayi maari. Pinne addeham enne kulippichu thorthi, ente kavilil ummavachu purathupoyi. Njaan svapnam kaanukayaayirunnuvo ennenikku ariyilla. Ente sareerathinte oro injchum aanandathaal thudikkukayaayirunnu. Raathri enikkurangaanaayilla. Ente mulakalil, vayaril, kanthil okke otiyirunna aa kaiviralukale anukarikkaan njaan sramichunokki; uddesicha phalam kittiyilla. Viral poorinullilekku katathaan njaan sramichunokki, orupaatu vedanichathukontu niruthi.
Addeham Aa pravrthiyil muzhukiyirikkayaayirunnu. Enikku atakkaanaayilla. Njaan addehathinte oru kaipitichu ente kochu mulayil vachu. Addehathinte mukhathu sahathaapapoor namaaya oru mandahaasam thelinju. Addeham aadyam utuppinu purathukoodeyum pinne nerittum ente mulakale thaloti. Njaan svar gathilekkuyarnnu. Njaan addehathinte mate kaipitichu ente thudayitukkil vachu. Addeham utuppinupurathukooti ente pooruthaloti. Njaan addehathinaayi thuni pokkikkotuthu. Addehathinte choontuviral ente kanthilum natuviral poorinte chundukalkkitayilum chalichu. Athu or gaasam aanennu ariyillengkilum enikku palapraavasyam vannu. Pinne, addeham saumyamaayi paranju, “Ini ithellaam nee thaniye cheyyanam”. Addeham atukkalayil poyi cheruviralinolam ponna oru vazhuthanangayumaayi thirichuvannu. Athu nannaayi vaashbesinil kazhuki, lungki kontu thudachu, kurachu kreem purattiyetuthu. Ente kaalukalakati poorinte chundukal vitarthi aviteyum kreem puratti. Pinne kreem purattiya vazhuthangayude atam melle poorinte atibhaagathu kuressayaayi amarthi kayati. Valiya vedanayillaathethanne athakathukayari, ullile etho bhaagathu thattininnu.
Pakshe enikkathil thotaathe vayyennaayi. “Ota praavasyam maathram maamaa”, njaan kenjchi. Ente nir bandham sahikkaanaavaathe, orupaatu matiyode, ente kaipitichu ativasthrangalillaatha addehathinte lungkikkatiyil vachu. Njaanathu muruke pitichu. Sakthiyaayi lungki pokki athine veliyiletuthu. Athu thinginiranja mutikkitayil rantu baalukalkkumele virachunilkkunnu. Njaanathinte oro bhaagavum thottunokki. Muruke piticha kai thaazhottum melottum neekkumpol theliyunna atathe chuvanna bal bil njaan aahlaadathode nokki. Athente thudakkitayil vachu poorine raakiyetukkaan enikku kothi thonni. Njaanente paavaatapokki Nagnamaaya chanthiyode addehathinte matiyilirunnu. Athine pokki ente pooril cherthuvachu njaan kaalukal murukkippitichu.
Alpasamayathinusesham, ente mulakale thazhukikkontu addehathinte arakkettu pathiye uyaraanum thaazhaanum thudangi. Kramena addehathinte kaikaludeyum arakkettinteyum vegam kootaan thudangi. Addehathinte kaikal ente mulakalil kootuthal sakthiyaayi muruki. Arakkettinte vegam kootuthalaayi. Ethaanum nimishangalkkusesham athil ninnu oru veluthadraavakam itavittu cheetitherichu. Kuninju nokkiyirunna ente mukhathum chundukalilum vare athethi. Innalatheppole addehathinte svaasagathi vallaatheyuyarnnu. Al pasamayathinullil addehathinte kunna mrduvaaya oru maam sakkashanamaayi. (addeham thamaasamattil paranjuthannu, addehathintethu kunnayum entethu poorumaanennu. Ee perukalum njaan aadyamaayi kelkkukayaayirunnu). Addehamenne kulippichu thorthi. Ente kavilukalil umma vachu paranju, “Orupaatu vaiki, pettennu poyi paathangal pathicholoo”. Muriyil ninnu pokunnathinumun pu, addehathinupolum thatayaan kazhiyaathavidhathil njaanaddehathinte lungki pitichuyarthi; avite addehathinte kunna nishkkalangkamaayi thoongikkitakkunnu. Adutha divasangalil enikku klaassil sraddhikkaane kazhinjilla. Svapnangalil muzhuvan ente melil otinatakkunna maamante maanthrika viralukalum addehathinte kampiyaaya kunnayumaayirunnu. Oro divasavum veettilethaan enikku dhrthiyaayirunnu. Enikkulla vazhuthananga addeham svantham muriyil sookshichirunnu. Oro divasavum thalennaalathe aavarthanam. Njaan addehathekkontu oronnu cheyyikkayaayirunnu. Enikku alpam polum vedanayundaavaathe addeham valare sraddhichirunnu. Annu ente chundil therichuveena suklam njaan al pam ruchichunokki. Adutha aazhchayile pareekshakal ithinteyellaam phalam kaanichuthannu. Ente raangku onnaam sthhaanathuninnu ekadesam avasaanathathinte thottumukalilethi. Ente risalttu kantu maaman aake thakarnnu. Addeham paranju, “Ninakku tharunnathonnum schoolile paathathinu pakaramullathalla. Ini nee ninte pazhaya onnaam raangku kaanikkunnathuvare njaan ninne thotilla”. Maaman paranjaal paranjathaanu. Enikkathinekkurichu chinthikkaane vayya. Oraazhchathe agnipareekshanathinotuvil njaanente veentetutha onnaam raangku maamane kaanichu. Aa divasam maaman sarikkum aaghoshikkukayaayirunnu. Enne addehathinte kulimuriyil, oro bhaagavum sopputhechu kulippichu. Tavval kontu thorthikkazhinjayutan njaan nagnayaayi kulimuriyil ninnu purathuvannu. Annaadyamaayi maaman ente chundil chum bichu. Addeham ente oro avayavavum ummavachu. Addeham ente kochumulanjettukal mrduvaayi urinjchi. Njaan bhoomiyilallaayirunnu. Mun pil kathiyirunnu addeham ente pooril ummavachu. Addehathinte naakku poor pilarppiloode mukalilethi kanthil ikkiliyaakki. Poorinakathu naakkukontu enne sukhippikkumpol addehathinte rantu kaikalum ente chanthippilarppukal njekkikkontirunnu. Enikkoru nooruvattam vannittundaavum. Pathivupole entenereyulla alivode addeham chodichu, “Mathiyo?”. “Illa”, njaan paranju, “Enikku maamante matiyilirikkanam”. Anuvaadathinukaakkaathe njaan addehathinte lungki valichazhichu. Jeevithathilaadyamaayi maamane njaan nagnanaayi kantu. Aa sareeram enikkorupaatishtappettu. Adutha 15 minittu maamante urukkupole kampiyaaya kunna ente chanthiyeyum thudakaleyum keerimurichukontu poorine svar gam kaanichu. Maamante vegatha kootiyappol addehathinte varavinaayi njaanente mukham kunichu. Njaan karuthiyapolethanne natannu. Aadyathe rantushottukal ente vaayilthanne veenu, maaman polumariyaathe. Njaanathu ruchichukutichu. Kramena addehathinte kunna churungi. Ennittum kurachusamayam kooti njaanathu ente thudakalkkitayil pitichuvachu. Addeham enne sareerasuddhiyekkurichu orupaatu pathippichu. Njangalude oro kalikalkkum mumpe ente sareerathinte oro bhaagavum valare vrthiyaayi sookshikkaan njaan sraddhichirunnu. Addeham paranju thannirunnu, pala purushanmaarkkum uppurasamulla viyarppum sareeradur gandhavum veruppaayirikkumennu. Rahasyabhaagamaayathinaal poorile gandham palappozhum veruppulavaakkiyekkum. Orupakshe mun kootti thayaaretukkunnathukontaavaam maamante thudayitukkil eppozhum soppinte manamundaayirunnu. Moothramozhichasesham poorukazhuki vrthiyaakkanamennu maamanu nir bandhamundaayirunnu.Schoolile paathangalil maaman valare nir bandhabuddhi aayirunnu. Ente onnaam raangku nashtamaakunnathinekkurichu maamanu chinthikkaan patillaayirunnu. Orudivasam, pathivupole maamante oompal kazhinju avasaanathe matiyilirippinumun paayi njaan maamante matiyil thalavachu kitakkukayaayirunnu. Matiyilkkitannukontu njaan maamante lungki azhichumaati kunnayil pitichu kalikkukayaayirunnu. Avichaarithamaayi tholinja kunnayude atam ente chundil thatti. Njaan naakkukontu atathe pilarppil ikkiliyaakki. Addehathinte sareerabhaashayil ninnu addeham athu aasvadikkunnuvennu enikku manassilaayi. Addehathe santhoshippikkaan kittunna oravasaravum njaan paazhaakkaarilla. Njaan aa kunnayude oro injchum nakkithudachu. Antikal vaayilitturinjchaan sramichu. Pinne kunnayude atam vaayilitturinjchaan thudangi. Melle addeham ente kaipitichu kunnayil pitippichu. Atam urinjchumpol enganeyaanu kai melottum thaazhottum chalippikkentathennu kaanichuthannu. Valare santhoshathode kunnayil kaipitichatichukontu njaanoompi. Kramena arakkettu melleyuyarthi, kuressayaayi kootuthal bhaagam addeham vaaykkakathekku mrduvaayi katathikkontirunnu. Umineeril kuthirnna chundukalkkitayil addehathinte thrasichunilkkunna pourusham kootuthal vegathil chalichu. Oro atiyilum kootuthal kunna ente vaayilekku kayarikkontirunnu. Addehathinte oru kai ente thalaykkupurakiloode ente mukham addehathinte arakkettilekku kootuthal kootuthal cherthu amarthi. Valare pettennuthanne addehathinte arakkettinte thallalum ente thalaykkupirakile addehathinte kaiyum chernnu addehathinte kunna ente thontayil sakthiyaayi kuthunnundaayirunnu. Ippol ente kaikku pitichatikkaan kunna ottum baakkiyilla, ellaam ente vaaykkakathaanu.
Athum njaan aasvadichu. Pettennuthanne addehathinte arakkettinteyum kaiyudeyum marddam kooti. Addehathinu varaaraayennu enikku manassilaayi. Ente sahaayam kootaathethanne addehathinte arakkettum kaiyum chernnu vegatha niyanthrichu. Pinne, addehathinte schhalanam vittuvittu ente thontayil vannatikkunnathu njaanarinju. Njaanathu kuressayaayi kutichirakki. Aa ruchi enikku puthiyathallallo. Kure samayam kontu athu churungi paavamaayi. Appozhum athente vaayilthanneyaayirunnu. Kutabodhathode addeham athu purathetuthu. Kshamaapanasvarathil addeham chodichu, “Ninakkathu mosamaayi thonniyo?”. “Illa maamaa, orikkalumalla. Ithu ente etavum nalla anubhavangalil onnaayirunnu. Maathramalla, maaman enne matiyiliruthi cheyyumpol orupaatuvattam njaanithu ruchichittundu”. Addehathinte kannukal avisvasaneeyathayode thilangi. Moonnu maasam kazhinju. Njaanupayogichirunna vazhuthanangayude valippam kootikkooti vannu. Ippol athinu ekadesam maamante kunnayude athra valippam varum. Addehathinte kunna ente poorilitaan enikku kothiyerivannu. Athu sariyallennuparanju addeham enikkathu nishedhichu. Oru divasam, addehathinte matiyil puram thirinjirikkunnathinupakaram kaalukal vitarthi abhimukhamaayirunnu. Addehathinu enthengkilum cheyyaanaavunnathinumun paayi, njaanaddehathinte kunnayude atam ente nananjukuthirnnirunna poorinte vitavil cherthamarthi. Valiya buddhimuttillaathethanne athakathukayari. Kurenimishangal kazhinju addehathinte arakkettu melle chalikkaan thudangi. Ente kurunnumulakal urinjchikkontu addehathinte arakkettu asaamaanyavegathayil chalichu. Ithinitayil enikkethrapraavasyam vannuvennariyilla.
Ere nerathinusesham, sakthamaaya oru schhalanam kazhinju athu melle churungi oru maam sapindamaayi maari. Churungikkazhinja aa maam sathe ente pooru njekki veliyilaakki. Veentum ere neram njaanaddehathinte nenjchil thalarnnukitannu. Kuresamayathinu sesham ente pooril ninnuthudayilekku ozhukiyirangiya addehathinte suklavumaayi, nool bandhamillaathe addehathinte munnil nilkkunnathu orasaamaanya anubhavamaayirunnu. Enne matiyil pitichiruthi thaachukontu addeham paranju, “Nee praayamaayikkazhinjaal orikkalum vellam poorinakathu veezhaathe nokkanam; athu aavasyamillaatha gar bhathinu kaaranamaavum”. Ikkaalamaayappozhekkum ente kakshathum poorilum chempicha romangal thalaneettithudangiyirunnu. Kaalaakaalangalil addeham athu sraddhaapoorvvam shevucheythudharumaayirunnu. Enikkente pooril itathoornna romakkaataanishtam; pakshe, addehathinu oompaan athu asaukaryamaavumallo? Orudivasam enne oompunnathinitayil addeham ente chanthippilarppukal vitarthi gudathine ikkiliyaakki. Athu valare nalla oranubhavamaayirunnu. Ente vikaarangal addehathinu thottariyaamaayirunnu. Njaanathu aasvadikkunnu ennu manassilaayappol addeham cheruviral kontu ente poorinakathe nanavu oppiyetuthu melle gudathilekku katathi. Al pam vedana thonniyengkilum, gudathil kayariyirangunna addehathinte cheruviral enne orupaatu sukhippichu.
Kanthilum poorilum kayariyirangunna addehathinte naavungudathile viralum kooti enne svar gam kaanichu. Pinneetu ente muriyil oru cheriya vazhuthanangakontu njaan maamante viraline anukarichunokki. Avasaanam enikku vannu. Aarumaasam kazhinju njaan praayamaakunnathinu mun paayi addeham athinekkurichellaam enne pathippichirunnu. Ente theentaarinaalukalil njaanengane vrthiyaayirikkanamennu addeham enne orupaatu pathippichu. Aa naaludivasangal veruthe kalayunnathu enikkishtamallaayirunnu. Addehathinu addehathintethaaya vazhikalundaayirunnu. Naapkinnil pothinja ente pooril thotaathethanne ente mulayum chanthiyumupayogichu ethravattam venamengkilum addeham varuthitharumaayirunnu. Athinusesham orikkalum addehathinte suklam ente pooril veezhaathirikkaan addeham sraddhichirunnu; onnukil urayupayogicho allengkil ente vaayilo gudathilo maathrame varuthiyirunnulloo. Digriyum postgraajuveshanum njaan svar namedalukalode paassaayi. 22 vayassil njaan thalasthhaananagariyile prasasthhamaaya oru kolejil addhyaapikayaayi. 24 vayassil, appol maathram iim l ninnirangiya, Oru bahuraashtrakampaniyile maanejare vivaaham kazhichu. Vivaahathinumun pu aavasyamaaya paathangal maaman enikku paranjuthannirunnu. Bharthaavinte kitakkarayil njaanoru kanyakayeppole thonnikkanam. Maamane vittupiriyunnathil enikku thaangaanaavaatha duhkhamundaayirunnu. Pakshe, maamanenikku urapputhannirunnu, njaanaagrahikkunna nimishathil eviteyaayaalum addehamundaavumennu. Aadyaraathriyil yaathoru mun parichayavumillaathirunna bharthaavinte mun pil kaalukal irukkippitichu, l irukkam natichu. Limgam akathukatannappol njaan vedanayude sabdamundaakki. Valare niraasappetuthunna anubhavamaayirunnathu.
Addeham kootuthal purogamikkumennu njaan pratheekshichu. Pakshe addeham svantham thozhiline pranayicha oraalaayirunnu. Rathipoor vakelikalekkurichu addehathinonnum ariyillaayirunnu. Offeesileppole addeham veettilum kaaryamaathraprasakthanaayirunnu. 11 manikku offeespanikal theerthu vaathilatachu, vilakkuketuthi kitakkayilekku varuka; ethaanum nimisham mulayil pitikkuka (palappozhum bressiyer ooraathethanne); pinne samayam kalayaathe naiti uyarthi, kaalukalakati kunna poorilekku katathuka (palappozhum njaan poorinte chundukal vitarthikkotukkenti varum). Ethaanum minitukalkkullil athukazhinjirikkum. Pinne, maruvasam thirinju, priyapathniyotulla katamakal niravetiya thrpthiyilaavum, urangikkazhiyum. 15 divasathinusesham, amma vilichariyichirunnapole maaman njangalude phlaatilethi. Njaanannu leevetuthu. Amma kotuthayacha, enikkishttappetta pachakkarikal, achaarukal, naatan pazhangal okkeyulla oru valiya chumatumaayittaanu maamanethiyathu. 11 manikku addehamethumpol ente bharthaavu offeesil poyittu moonnumanikkoor kazhinjirunnu. Njaanaddehathinte varavinaayi kaathirikkayaayirunnu. Kaalimgbellinte muzhakkam kettu njaanotichennu vaathil thurannu. Addehamakathukatannayutan njaan vaathilatachu. Aksharaarthhathil njaanaddehathinte nenjchilekku veezhukayaayirunnu.
Oru nimisham polum enikku veruthe kalayaanillaayirunnu. Addeham vaikunneram 6 manikku thirichupokum vare njaan kazhinja 15 divasathe nashtam nikathukayaayirunnu. Mun karuthalode addeham ethaanum urakal kooti kontuvannirunnu. Addehathinte aadar sangalil thellum vittuveezhchayillaayirunnu; ente kuttikal ente bharthaavintethudhanneyaayirikkanamennu addehathinu nir bandham undaayirunnu. 25 var sham katannupoyi. Paalathinatiyiloode orupaatu vellam ozhukippoyi. Ente maamanu 65 vayassaayi. Pakshe ippozhum addeham 25 var sham munpu njaanarinja athe manushyan thanneyaanu. Theevramaaya oru rathikkotuvile oru manoharamaaya nimishathil njaan chodichu, “Maamanenthaa kalyaanam kazhikkaathathu?”. Orupaatu nir bandhichasesham addeham thante ammaavante makalumaayulla nashtapremathekkurichu paranju. Njaan chodichu, “Maamanu ethengkilum matu sthreekalotu saareerikabandhamundaayittundo?”. Maaman paranju, “Athe, avalumaayi maathram, ethaanum praavasyam. Avalil ninnaanu oru penninte durbbalabhaagangalethokkeyaanennu njaanarinjathu. Ente kaiviralukal avalude oro avayavathilum enthu prathikaranamaanu undaakkunnathennu njaan sookshmamaayi nireekshichirunnu. Athe, aa orota anubhavameyulloo. Pinne, ente rantaamatheyum avasaanatheyum anubhavam ninnil ninnaayirunnu”. Njaan aaraadhanayode addehathe nokkiyirunnu. Ippozhum oro pathinanjchaam divasavum njangal njangaludethu maathramaayi aaghoshikkunnu.
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