Nishidha Sangama Tharavaadu – 1

Ente peru Faizu. Eniku 19 vayasundu. Njan collegil padikumbozhanu eniku ee anubhavam undaakunnathu. Ithoru sex katha aanu. Ishtam illathavar vayikaruthenn abhyarthikkunnu.

Uppa umma aniyan njan adangunna kochu kudumbamanu entethu.

Ente ummayude peru Thasni. Ummakku oru itha kudi undu, peru Thasleema. Njan Thasleema ithaye ‘ummi’ ennanu vilikunnathu. Ente uppuppayum ummummayum athayathu ente ummayude uppayum ummayum nikkah kazhichathu valare cheruppathilaayirunu. Athukondu ummayeyum ummiyeyum cheruppathil thanne nikah kazhippichu.

Uppuppakum ummummakkum athra vayasilla. Uppuppaku 60 um ummummaku 55 vayase ullu. Njangalude kudumbathile aarkum athra vayasilla. Ente ummakku 37 um ummiku 39 vayase ullu. Ummakum ummikum nalla neelamundu. Ekadesham 5 adi 8 inch pokkam. Uppuppayil ninnu kittiyathanu ivarku ithreyum neelam.

Ente ummayum ummiyum monjathikalaanu. Ente ummakku 36D size brayil othungatha valya mulakalaanu. Velutha shareeram. Ummayude aakara vadivulla meni ellavarum kothiyode noki nikkum.

Ummayude iduppinum thudakalkum lesham veedhi kooduthalanu. Thalli nilkunna ummayude valya chanthi pidikkan arum onnu kothikkum. Churuki paranjaal oru atom charakkanu ente umma.

Pakshe ummaye njan kaamathinte reethiyil orikalum nokiyitilla. Orupad aalukal ummayude purake nadannitundenkilum uppuppa kandu vecha chekkaneyanu umma nikah cheythathu. Ente uppayude bhaagyam.

Uppaku bhangiyum neelavum kuravaayirunnu. Ummayude tholinte athreyum pokkame uppayku ullu. Ellarum kaliyakumenkilum umma athonnum karyamakila. Ummaku uppayeyum uppaku ummayeyum orupad ishtayirunnu. Eniku ummayude tholine kaalum kurach koodi neelam undu ennalum ummayude athrem pokkam illa.

Ummayum uppayum ippozhum pranayathilaanu. Randu perum vazhaku koodunnathu njan ithuvareyum kanditilla. Umma uppayeyum, uppa ummayeyum chathichitilla ini orikalum chathikayeyum illa.

Uppayku veedinte aduthu oru valya supermarket undu. Ummayku uppayeyum aniyaneyum othiri ishtamanu pakshe ennodu ishtam lesham kuravaanu.

Ennod mathram eppozhum dheshyathilanu umma samsarikunnathu.

Pakshe ummaye enik orupad ishtamaanu. Enod ethra ishtakuravu kanichalum ummayod enik veruppu thonilla. Aniyan ente oru vayasu ilayathaanu. Avante peru Fazal.

Angane irikkeyanu uppuppa sothu bhagam vekkan thudangiyathu. Ummaykum ummayude ithaykum uppuppa sothellam thulyamaayi bhagichu nalki. Iniyullathu tharavaadu veedu aanu.

Tharavaadu veedu arkanenulla samshayam ummaye alattikondirunnu. Angane tharavaadu veedu uppupa Thasleema ithayku kodukan theerumanichu. Ummayku ithu ishtapettila. Umma uppayodu chodichit uppupayude veetil randu divasam poyi nilkuvan theerumanichu. Kootinu enneyum kondu pokan thayyarayi.

Angane adutha divasam ravile 6 maniku njanum ummayum uppuppayude veetil pokan ready aayi. Umma oru violet blouse um white shade sareeyum aanu vesham. Violet blousinte ullil umma aninjirikunna white bra nallavannam kaanaam.

Violet blousil ummayude veluthu thudutha shareeravum ullile brayum nallavannam eduthariyunnundu. Njanum ummayum carilaanu uppupayude veetil poyathu. Aniyanu exam aayathukondu uppayude koode ninnu.

Njanum ummayum uppayude veetil ethiyappol ekadhesham 7 mani aayirunnu. Njan car park cheythu carinte purathirangi.

Umma veetinte frontilulla calling bell adichapol uppuppa aanu thurannu thannathu. Eniku ormayulla kaalam muthal uppuppayum ummummakkum randu room aanu. Avar randum onnichu annathu njan kanditeyilla. Ummumma urakam ezhunelkan oru 9 mani enkilum aakum.

Uppuppaye pati parayukayanenkil uppupayku 6 adi pokkamundu. Kudavayar illatha urukku shareeramaanu uppuppaku. Kandal 60 vayasundennu parayukeyum illa. Meesha vadichu thaadi valarthi, kandal thanne pedi thonunna prakirthamanu. Thaadikum mudikkum lesham narayundu ennalum vayasaayi ennu arum parayilla.

Angane uppuppa door thurannu. Njanum ummayum akathu kayari.

Uppuppa njangale irikan paranjitt thirike uppupayude roomil pokan thudangiyappol umma uppupayude kai pidichu nirthi. Uppayodu kurachu samsarikanam ennu umma paranju. Enittu umma ennodu frontile door lock cheyyan paranju.

Njan frontile door lock cheythu thirinjappol umma ennodu ummayude roomil poyi door lock cheythu akathu irikan paranju. Enthu shabdham ketalum puratheku vararuthu ennu paranju.

Njan umma paranjathu pole ummayude roominte akathu kayari door adachu kutti ittu. Pakshe njan doorinte aduthu ninnu thanne ummayudeyum uppuppayudeyum sambhashanam sradhichu.

Umma: Uppa, uppaku engane thoni ee veedu ithayude peril ezhuthan?

Uppuppa: Mole, njan avalku ezhuthi koduthittilla. Ninte umma paranjappol njanum sammadhichu, athre ullu.

Umma: Uppayku ennodalle ishtam kooduthal? Ennitano ee veedu ithayude peril ezhuthan theerumanichathu?

Uppupa: Njan enthu cheyyana, mole. Umma paranjappol njan athinu ethiru ninnilla.

Ithe samayam njan roominte kutti thazhthi door pathiye kurach thurannu ummayeyum uppupayeyum noki avarude sambhashanam shradhichu. Avar hallinte naduvil ninnaanu samsaarikunnathu.

Umma: Uppa, ee veedu ente peril thanne ezhuthanam.

Uppuppa: Athu nadaa, mole. Ninte umma theerumanichathanu.

Umma: Uppayku ummayude manasu maatan pattum, eniku urappaanu.

Uppuppa: Illa mole, eniku patilla.

Umma: Uppaye kondu pattum. Uppa ummayude manasu maatum, ee veedu eniku ezhuthi tharikayum cheyyum.

Ennu paranju kondu umma uppupayude lungi azhichu maati! Uppuppayude jetti thazheku neeki.

Umma uppuppayude munbil muttinmel ninnu uppupaye noki. Uppupayku kambi aayi. Oh! Uppupayude kunnakk 7-inch neelavum 2-inch veedhiyum kanu. Africa karude kunna pole valippam. Uppuppayude veerthirikunna andagosham kandappol kure divasamkondu shekaricha shuklam athinullil ullathupole.

Umma athikam thaamasipikkathe uppuppayude andagoshathe kaikal kondu thazhuki kunna umma vekkaan thudangi. Uppuppaa sukham konda “haaaaaaaa” ennu mooli.

Ente kannukale eniku vishwasikan aayilla. Umma swantham uppayude kunnaye thazhukunnu. Njan alojichu, aathmarthamaayit ummaye snehicha uppaye polum umma chathichu. Ummayekurich njan ingane onnum karuthiyilla. Ente kannukal niranju. Nira kannukalode njan noki ninnu.

Umma kunnaye kiss vechathinu shesham uppupayude balls umma vachu urinji. Uppupayude kunnayil ninnu pathiye vellam veran thudangiyirunnu. Verunna vellam ellam umma nakki eduthu.

Umma kure neram kunnaye thazhuki kazhinju uppuppayude muzhutha kunna vazhinullek praveshipichu. Ithrayum cheythittum uppuppa onnum parayathe aaswadhichukonduninnu.

Umma pathiye uppuppayude kunnaye nunayan thudangi. Sukham kondu uppuppayude dhehavum kaalukalum virachu. Virachukondu thanne swaram idari uppuppa, “Haaaaaaaaaa hooooooooo thasniiiiiii haaaaaaa ennu” moooli.

Umma uppupayude kunna oombi valikathe pathiye nunayuka maathram cheythu karanam pettanonum uppaku shuklam purathot veraruth ennayirunnu ummayku.

Umma uppuppayude kunna oru vettam polum vaayil ninnu puratheku edukathe kannukal adachu nunanju. Uppuppayude kaalukal sukham kondu viraykunnundu.

Ithu kandukondirunna enikum pathiye kambi aakan thudangi.

Uppuppayude “haaaaaaa mooooooleee thasniiiiiiiiiii hoooooooo haaaaaaaaaa..” ennulla moolakkam kondu ethratholam uppupayku sukham kittunundennu eniku manasilaaayi. Eniku nallavanam kanuvan sadhichu ummayude vaayinullil irikunna kunnayku chuttum umma naaku ilakki karakki thazhukiyaanu uppuppayku ithreyum adhikam sukham kodukunnathu.

Sukham koodunnathu karanam uppuppayude moolakathinte aazhavum koodi.

Uppuppa sukham anubhavikunnathinidayku ummummayude roomileku nokunundu. Ummumma ithu kandaalo ennu vare njan chindichu.

Hallinte naduvil ninnanu umma uppupayku sukham koduthukondirikunnathu. Ummummayude room lock cheythittu polum illa. Uppupayude ocha ketu ummumma vannalo ennu njan pedichu. Pakshe ummumma urakam ezhunetilla. Swantham uppayku sukham kodukunna makal ente umma maathramaanu. Njan athu aaswadhikan thudangi.

Umma uppuppayude viraykunna thudakal randum varinju pidichu veendum kunna vaayinullilek kayatti naavu karakki nunanju ethra sukham kodukavo athreyum sukham uppuppayku koduthu. Uppupa sukham kondu, “thasniiiiiiiiiiiiiii moleeee haaaaaaaaaa” ennu urakke koovi.

Uppupayude uchathil ulla moolakam ketu Umma kunna vaayilninnu purathek eduthitt uppayod, “pathiye uppa..umma ezhunelkum” ennu paranjitt veendum kunna vaayunullilek ittu nunayan thudangi.

Ithu keta Uppuppa shabdham vekkathe nishabdammayi ninnu aaswadichu. Uppuppa nishabdamaayappol umma uppupayude kunna nunayunna shabdam roomake niranju.

Ummayude chundu kunnayku chuttum urasunnathum, naavu kunnaku chuttum karakki ilakunna shabdam njan shradhichu ketu. Aa shabdangal ente kunnaye kooduthal kambiyaaki.

Umma nunayunnathinidayku thanne uppapayude niranjunilkunna andagosham pathiye amarthunundu.

Lokathu ithreyum adhikam sukham arkum kittikanilla. Uppupayude bhagyam. Umma kunna nunayumbol varunna thuppal vizhungunundu. Angane 7 maniku thudangiya oombal 7:45 ayittum theerunilla. Njan ithu aaswaduchukondu ente kunna pathiye thazhuki.

Umma kannukal adachaanu uppupayude kunna nunayunnathu. Ummayum athinte swaadhu aaswadikunnundennu eniku manasilaayi. Ummumma urakathilninnu ezhuneltu vannu ithu kandaal enthaakumennulla pedi polum ummayku illa.

Umma kannukal adachu swaadhu aaswadichu nunayukayaanu. Valya kunnayaayittum umma vaayinullik kayatti nunayunnathu kaanan enthu rasamaayirunnu.

Ithrayum soundaryavum monjumulla umma kunna aaswadichu nunayunnathu kanan thanne oru prethyeka bhangi aayirunnu.

Ethreyum neram nunanjittum umma madukkathe, sheenikathe uppuppayku sukham koduthukondirikunnu. Aswadichu nunayunna ummaye kandu eniku oru samshayam udhichu, ummayku veedu kittan vendiyano uppupayku sukham kodukunnathu atho ummayku uppupayude kunna oomban ulla kothi kondo atho randu karyavum onnichu nadakano?

Ah, enthayalum ente kannukalku athu oru puthu anubhavamaayi.

Umma kunna nunayunna shabdam hall muzhuvanum niranju. Uppuppayku veraaraayi.

Uppuppa mole thasni eniku veraaraayi njan vaayinullilek ozhikatte mole ennu uppuppa chodichu. Umma, “ozhiku uppa, eppozhum uppa vaayilek alle ozhich theraru pinnentha ipo oru chodyam”.

Ithu ketu njan njetti. Umma ithu aadyamayitalla. Eppozhum ummummaye kaanan pokunu ennu paranju ivide varunnathu umma ithinayirunnu. Ippo ellam eniku manasilaaayi verunnu. Ee nimisham muthal njan ummaye oru kaamadevathayayi kaanan thudangi.

Uppuppa ummayod paranju, “mole, ente shuklam orupad undu ninte vaayinullil pidikan ninaku patilla, annu indaaya pole ninte vaayinullilninnu purathek chadum”.

Umma ithu ketu kitchenil poi vellam kudikunna glass eduthukondu vannu enittu veendum uppupayude kunna vayilek ittu nunayumbol glass ummayude vaayude thazheku pidichu nunanjukondirunnu. Uppuppaku veraarayi.

Uppuppa, “molee molleee molleee thasniii.. upppaku ippo verum mole verum mole” ennu paranjappol umma kooduthal shakthiyodukoodi kunna nunanju.

Uppuppa, “haaaaaaa haaaaaa haaaaaaa moleeee kudikkk kudikkk kudikkk haaaaa haaaa” ennu uchathil moolikondu ummayude vaayinullilek shuklam niraykaan thudangi.

Ummayude vaayil shuklam niranjappol umma oru vettam vizhungi. Baaki vanna shuklam umma glassil nirachu. Glass pakuthi muzhuvanum niranju. Uppupa paranjathupole shuklam orupad undayirunnu.

Shulkam glassil niranju kazhinjapol baaki vanna shuklam kunnayilninnu naki vizhungi umma. Ithe samayam ummuma ezhunelkunna shabdam ketu. Umma glassum kondu njan ulla roomilek nadannu.

Uppuppa jettiyum mundum dharichu hallile sofayil irunnu. Njan pathiye ummayku door thurannu koduthu. Roominu ullilek kayari umma door lock cheythit bedil irunnu. Umma sheenichu kithakunnundayirunnu.

“Nee enthelum shabdam ketayirunno” ennu umma ennod chodichu. Njan paatu kelkuvayirunnu ennu njan kallam paranju.

Glassil entha ennu njan chodichappol umma, “athu ninte uppuppa thanna marunnanu, sheenam maaranulla marunnu” ennu paranju. Glassil manjayum vellayum cherna nirathil ulla uppupayude shuklam umma aswadichu chaya kudikunnathupole pathiye kudichu.

Umma uppupayude shuklam alpam alpamayi kudichu. Shuklam urinji vaayileduthitt umma athinte swaadhu aaswadichu “mmmmmm” enna shabdam undaaki.

Pathiye pathiye umma shuklam aswadichu kudichu theerthitt umma glass vadichu nakki. Room dooril aro mutti. Umma kathaku thurannapol ummumma.

“Nee vellom kudicharno?” ennu ummumma chothichapol umma uppuppaye noki oru cheru punjiriyode paranju, “Athe umma, uppa eniku vanna udane thannu. Ente manasum vayarum niranju”.

Eniku ithu ketu veendum kambiyaayi. Pinne ummumayum ummayum sofayil irunnu tharavaadu veedine patti samsarichu thudangi. Uppuppa ummaye support cheythu samsarichu.

Angane oru manikur neram samsarichu kayinju avasanam veedu ummayku thanne ezhuthi kodukan theerumanichu. Sambhaashanam ellam avasanichappol uppuppa ummaye noki nee nale pokuvalle enna chodyathinu illa uppa njan moonu naalu divasam ivide thanne kaanum. Appol uppuppa oru punjiriyode ummaye noki.

Njan ummayod paranju “umma uppa avide ottakalle bhakshanathinte karyam oke enganeya”. Ithu keta umma ennod dheshyapettu paranju “uppa hotelinu vangichu kazhicholum, nee ninte pani noku, vere karyam onnum shradhikanda”.

Eniku othiri vishamamaayi. Ummayude kaamaleelakal uppayod paranju koduthalo ennu vare alojichu pakshe venda umma ennod ethra verruppu kanichalum eniku ummaye ishtamaanu. Ethra sneham koduthalum umma eniku tharunnathu vedhanakalaanu pakshe athonnum njan karyamaakiyirunilla.

Innu thanne uppupayude kunna oombi nunayumbol vishamam kondu ente kannunkal niranju athellam ummayodulla sneham karanamaanu. Pakshe ini njan karayilla, vishamikukayum illa. Ini umma cheyyunna enthu karyavum kamathinod chernu kandu njan aaswadikumenny prathiknja eduthu.

Angane njangal breakfast kayichu. Ummumma paavamaanu. Ummumayku enne valya karyamaanu. Umma ennod dheshyapedumbol ummumma ummaye vazhaku parayaarundu. Ummumayku adhikam vayasilla. Ummumayku 55 vayasaanu. Prayam ottum thonia.

Ummummayude mudi polum narachu thudangiyitilla. Prayathinotha vayasu ummumayude shareerathinu thonikathilla. Tharavadu veetil ummumakkanu ennod kooduthal ishtam. Eniku kazhikan vethyasthamaaya aharam indaki therum. Njan enthu paranjalum kelkum ummumma.

Uppupa 19 vayasullapolanu ummumaye nikkah kazhikunnathu. Sathyam paranjal njangalude kudumbathile aare kandalum prayam thonia. Ummumayum uppupayum adhikam mindunnathu njan kanditilla athukondaavam randu perum randu roomil akunnathu.

Ente aniyan Fazal ne ummumayku ishtamalla. Njan ennu vechal ummumayku jeevananu. Ummumaye kandal 40 vayasulla cheruppakaari enne thoniku pakshe mulakal kandaal prayam thonikum karanam mulakalku orupad valippamundu.

Cheruppakariyepoleyanu ummumayude meni. Kandal ente ummumayaanenu thonukayilla. Ummumayku nalla monjanu. Ente ummayude itha thasleema ithayude bra size njan kanditundu 38B aanu.

Thasleema ithaku thanne valya mulakalaanu. Thasleema ithayude randiratti valippamundu ummumayude mulakalku. Thasleema ithaye njan ummi ennanu vilikunnathu.

Njanum ummiyum best friends aanu. Ummi vere veetilanu thaamasam. Idaak tharavadu veetil vannu pokarundu. Pakshe njan ummumayeyum ummiyeyum kaama reethiyil njan nokarilla. Ummumayeyum ummiyeyum eniku orupad ishtamanu ente ummaye pole.

Angane njangal ellaavarum orumichirunnu breakfast kazhichu. Ummumma nerathe kazhichu kayinju kitchenilek poi. Ummayum uppuppayum ima vettathe kannum kannum noki irunnu bhakshanam kayikunnu.

Njan shraddikunundennu kandu uppuppa kannukal maati. Njan bhakshanam kazhichu kazhinju. Oru call vannapol Purathu poi uppupayude roominte janaalayude sideil ninnukondu njan samsarichukondirikave ullilek nokiyappol uppuppa bedil akunnu.

Njan call disconnect cheythu avide ninnu maran thudangiyappol. Bedil akunna uppuppayude aduthu umma odi vannu paranju, “uppa, njan rathri roominte door lock cheyyilla uppa urappayittum veranam njan kaathirikkum” ennu paranju.

Njan janaalayude sideil ninnukondu ithu kettapol eniku veendum kambiyaayi. Eniku aaveshamaayi. Innathe rathrikaayi njan wait cheythu thudangi pakshe ravile 9:30 ayitullu, Sandya aavan iniyum samayam baaki. Njan kulikuvaanayi ummayude roomileku chennu bathroomil kayari.

Thudarum.